Actual letter by: Larken Mayse (Larkin Benjamin Mays)Source: Charles Lee Mays, Descendant of Larkin Benjamin Mays June the 4th 1864 Mr. Joseph H. Barret Commissioner Dear Sir i recieved your letter the 19th of May informing me that in order to procure pension i must prove my first servis and honable discharge and i do not claim to be in service any longer than that on account of not being able to stand the March to canady and the taken me up Ohio near to a settlement and thure capt Butler gave me a bill of directions to get out now must i miss getting pension or part of pension on account of my disability to stand the march when i was just as willing a man as there was i could not stay at fort massac by myself no i could not go along I should not tried to procure any pension if it had not bin for my neighburs since i have bin blind and not able to make my living & my children has all gone but too & they are not able to keep me, i have been blind nearly ten year and i was raised by a revolutioner, bin raised true to my contry & i raised my family so to. Ansure this if you pleas Sandoval Illinois Larken Mayse